Hey , just reached home not long ago .
Tonned at songka last night . Chitchat with others then play iTouch , heh :B
Chatted on the phone with Ting and ChinTeng these few days .
Crappppp , can't seem to forget everything .
Everytime I close my eyes , flashbacks of what you told me would just go through my mind .
Yesterday , Heng called me .
Told me that you're going Sakura .
Was happy for a moment , but after awhile she called back again .
Saying that you're not going anymore .
Probably cause you thought that I was going I guess .
Yea , my heart broke instantly .
I know , I should give up .
I'm like saying to other people I don't like you anymore , but my mind isn't thinking that way .
Thought I could really forget you . But when I hear your name , my heart starts to miss you all over again .
I hate this feeling :/
You were the one who made me smile , and also the one who made my smile fade .
Sighhh , Imissyou . Badly ):
It's hard to be friends with you , really hard .
Guess I can't be me for a moment . My real smile ? I can't seem to find it anymore .
Okiez , I'm gonna watch soccer nao .
Going to songka after school tmr .
Bye world .
I still love you , alot...