~ shirlynn-pekk ~

It's over.

2010-10-21T14:42:00.000+08:00

Bye peeps .
I'm not gonna update anymore.
Goodbye (:

You changed me. (:

2010-10-15T15:14:00.000+08:00

HEEHAAHOOHUUUUUU ~
I'm going out naoz ! Meeting Ting for a walk ^^.
Might be going grandma house after that .
Hoho , I'm so looking forward to this sundayyyyyyyyy !
PARTY TIME ! \m/
Okiez , buai . ^^

My heart can gain control .

2010-10-08T02:45:00.000+08:00

Heehaahoo , yayzxc !

It's friday ! :D

I just love friday ttm ! (L)

Went to meet Chalk at woodlands with Jiao yest .

Met up with Shoon after that , slacked outside CWP awhile then headed to foodcourt for dinner .

Tiger and AJS came after that :D

Had some problem , then headed to Jurong East .

Parted with Chalk at CCK .

Went to Tiger's house , used his com ^^v .

Audi-ed then FB-ed .

And and and , AJS is a big bully ! He used the pillow to hit me when I was sleeping ):

And most imptortantly , everytime when I sleep until so nice . He would confirm talk so loudly until I wake up . Irritating ttm ! :@

Left Tiger's house around 5 in the morning . Cab back , AJS alighted at Jurong West .

Then Jiao alighted me at Sengkang , took 27 home .

Took a small nap and went to school after that .

Okiez , im gonna sleep nao .

Hope someone wakes me up tmr , heh :B

Byeeee ^^ .

Just love , (:

2010-10-05T00:09:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY ! LOL .
It's been ages since I've come into the website . Hah .
Exams are starting again next week ):
It's either I promote or retain , siannnnn . Feel like giving up D:
Ohyaaaa , might be closing my blog soon ~ Lazy to update le , lol .
Gonna sleep naoz .
Byeeeee ! <3

Tonning (Y) !

2010-09-26T15:32:00.000+08:00

Boon ahgua , this is dedicated to you . LOL .

YOUR SMEXY FACE . HAHAHAHAH (Y) !

Went out with Jiao , Weiwei , ahneh and Kaobei on friday .

Went down to Changi Village for dinner , then went lan to slack :D

Went home around 3 , played audi all the way till 6 in the morning with Boon ahgua <:

Sat : Only had 1hr of sleep the night before .

Met Jiao , Ahbao , kaobei and weiwei at inter at 3 .

Went down to safra for pool , watched them play (:

Splitted with Jiao and Kaobei , we trained down to City Hall to meet Chalk and Boon ahgua , but my dearest GUAVA didn't come ): Awwww , lol .

Funny ttm ah , went slacking around ~

Met back Jiao , Dennis and Kaobei back after that .

Went around slacking , had supper at Clementi (:

We all cab back to my home here at around 3 in the morning .

Split 2 cabs , $30 each ! Exp ttm lah :@

Went home to bath then came out to meet them at void deck again .

Played candles and said ghost story , super fun .

Headed to house oppo for breakfast at around 7 .

Ate and chitchat till 8.30 .

Brought all of them to the bus stop then went home with Jiao .

Audi-ed awhile then sleep .

Just woke up not long ago , gonna audi awhile then go back sleep again .

Might be meeting Jiao later ? Dk eh .

Feel like going down Jurong Point for walk , siannnnn ):

Lol , nvm . I'm off to audi ~

Cyaaa (:

Things change , so do human .

2010-09-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna sleep naoz .
Bth alr x-x , still have to wake up early for sch tmr . Cui ._____.
Update more when I come back later :D
Cyaaaaa <3

L-I-A-N-S :P

2010-09-21T08:20:00.000+08:00

FUCK IT .
CAN I RUN AWAY FROM HOME ?
I SRSLY HATE IT TTM .
MY MUM , DAD , GRANDMA . SCREW ALL OF THEM SRSLY .
KNN , FML -'-

21092010's (L)

2010-09-21T02:11:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps , been tonning these few days . Tired ttm x-x
Gonna take a nap and off to sch later . Update more when I wake up .

*Edited*
Hmmmm , let's start with last friday .
Went to Macpherson ITE for stupid things , ended around 12 .
Took the bus back , sat down to chit chat with the rest at 3rd level .
Went home , audi-ed awhile .
Bathed and trained down to doudou's house .
Took a nap there . Left his house around 9 in the night .
Trained down to Woodlands to find my dearest GUAVA :D
Took 969 back to tamp , waited for like an hour for Jiao .
So we both decided to go lan first . Kns , his skills seriously (Y) !
I see him play br see until sot diao lah , he keep chain sial . LOL .
Met Jia0 , took bus back to our house here for dinner . Dearest GUAVA treated me , yay ! ^^v
Went slacking around with the both of them .
Actually wanted to meet Alex , but lazy . So dropped of the idea :P
Headed to Mac at 5 in the morning , had our breakfast .
Lmao lah . I just realised that my Dearest GUAVA always clear my food for me when I cannot eat finish . LOL . Ordered the deluxe , cannot finish x-x So he was soooooo kind to clear for me my pancakes . HAHAHAHAHAH , thanks hur :D
He took 969 home while me and Jiao took 28 home .
Sat , woke up . Audi-ed all the way .
Headed to Yishun in the evening for my dinner .
Met up with kaching and the rest . Headed to arcade , chatted with my Beloved WeiTing on the phone . HAHAHAHAHAH .
Went up to kaching's house awhile . Then met Jiao at causeway point around 12.30 .
Headed to mrt station to meet her friends . Slacked all the way till 6 .
Actually wanted to to go Tiger's house to him , but he fell asleep ! Roar ! ):
So met up with Ahgua boon at Jurong Point . Had breakfast .
Headed to his house , sleep all the way till 7 at night .
His mum and lil bro are damn humorous lah . Left around 10 .
Cab home ~ Audi-ed awhile then sleep .
Monday - Couldn't wake up , skipped sch .
Met up with Jiao , had LJS for breakfast . Dennis came after that , went walking around the malls :D
Went to find Wangzhen and Khairul after that , slacked ~
Headed to Wangzhen's house there to slack after that (:
Mum came to fetch me around 6.30 .
Headed to Jurong , then went to Jurong Point for dinner . Had New York New York :B
Went to play jubeat after that , then headed home :D
Exams are coming real soon , so stress . Gonna chiong my studies alr .
Just hope that I won't retain ;pray
LOL . Okay lah , off to audi alr . :D
Byeeee ^^v

Used to it ,

2010-09-14T10:11:00.001+08:00

Hey , my mood's kinda fucked up nao .
Screw PRSS , screw the teachers and screw my parents .
Like seriously uh , my hair colour also fade le , keep calling to dye back for what ? Joke .
Oh , and dear dad .
Please don't fucking throw your tantrums at me as if like I'm some kind toys to let you vent your anger on .
And oh , seems like you always like to scold vulgarities at me eh ? Please , you're not the only one . I know too okay .
And dear mum .
Don't just fucking kup my call as and when you like . You know how to kup my call ? So do I .
Yeah , seriously . Stop testing my patience , I've once said that I'll run away home . Trust me , I will (:
It's only the second day of school , but it seems like everything been screwed up . Srsly man , fml -.-
Okie , time to chill ~
Gonna meet Hurts ahgua for breakfast , meeting Jiao after that .
I'm so happy that he's coming all the way down from Boon Lay just to have breakfast . Lol .
Awwww , how touched . Okay , I sound retarded . HAHAHAHAH .
Gonna get ready le . Cyaaaa peeps ! <3

My tears , your smile .

2010-09-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

Did you ever notice the sadness in the smile of mine ?
Disappointed , to the max .
Forget it , you'll never understand anw .
Well , I guess I should probably just get used to the feeling of being hurt (':
I should just probably stop wishing that a miracle would happen .
I know , I shouldn't look back anymore .
Anw , I'm starting to get sick of blogging . Awww ):
Will be blogging again when the blogging mood is back ba .
Bye .

R-E-A-L-I-T-Y-S-U-C-K-S -'-

TONNEHS , HUAT AH ! LOLOLOL .

2010-09-06T03:56:00.000+08:00

ZOMG . Laugh till peng , LOL .
Been going to the IT fair for the past 3 days , bought a speaker .
Went there to deesiao Panda with other FAM members as he was working there , his reaction super epic .
Like funny only ! (Y) HAHAHAH .
Let's hop there's more FAM outing coming :B
Gonna sleep alr , meeting Ting @ 11 tmr . Cannot late .
Byeeee ~

My heartbreaker .

2010-09-04T05:23:00.001+08:00

LOL . Hai !
Keep saying want to update , but until now still have not due to my lazyness .
Went to Suntec with Jiao and Dennis just now .
Gonna have FAM outing later . We saw Tonneh and Charles working there too .
Hoho , went to deesiao them .
Buying my speaker there tmr , then Saunday go down again to pei Chinteng buy his ipod touch .
Like finally ah , he've been nagging for ages . LOL .
Okiez , gonna get some sleep now .
Byeee peeps ! <3

Questions without an answer .

2010-08-31T14:23:00.001+08:00

HOHO , HAI ! :D

Sq finally uploaded the pict on her blog , kup some of it ^^v

Gonna meet Kiyomi sist and Felin now , update more later when I come back home .

Byeeeee (:

Living in a fairytale that will never come true , never .

Smiling upside down .

2010-08-29T05:41:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking bored , just reached home not long ago .
Lazyyyyyy to post . So yeah , I'll post when I'm free :D
Off to audi , byeee (:

I've changed to someone who I don't even know myself .... ):

Smoke Poof ~ Heh :B

2010-08-27T02:09:00.000+08:00

Hie , just reached home .
Update more later ! <3
Byeee :D

They got us falling in love (;

2010-08-26T02:21:00.000+08:00

Gonna sleep after this . Eyes bags getting bigger already .______.
School-ed today . Went to Pizza Hut with Ting after school <:
Chitchat all that , super fun :D
Went to CS walkwalk , then walk pass the the arcade .
Something funny happened , inside joke . LOLOLOL :P
Went home around 5 , audi-ed awhile .
Then Chinteng asked me if I wanted to pei him go down simei with him to send his phone for service .
Told him later as I was playing audi , HAHAHAH .
Then playing halfway suddenly my maid tell me there's someone outside .
I still thought who , it was Wz . Chuatio me ==
He came in , drank a cup of water and left . LOL , seriously super lame .
Waited for mum to come back , she went down with me to meet Chinteng as I wanted to fix my 995 .
He kp all they lah , cause I was late . LOL .
In the end , he send his for servicing , I didn't service mine cause warrantly over alr ):
Siannnnnn , I miss 995 ):
Went to arcade , tio bully by him . Zzzzz .
He hor , box me , push me , make my hair messy , take my wallet , take my cards and earsticks .
He's a super duper ultra big bully lahhhhhhhhh ! ):
Then separated with him , came back home .
Audi-ed all the way , hah :D
Okiez , humanities later . Sian .
Nights world ! (:

It don't break even .

2010-08-22T13:08:00.001+08:00

Hai , I'm going out soon :D

Yesterday : Met Jiao at her friends house , bus-ed down to inter .
Met Alex there :D
Went to IGT , com-ed awhile <:
Jiao left at 1 as she was going woodlands to meet friends .
Then continue to com until 3 , left for supper with Alex .
Met KIRYUUUUUU at Tm oppo .
Walked to 201 , watch them eat .
Phone went flat halfway , sian ._.
Waited for them to eat finish , slacked at void deck .
Then KIRYUUUUUU left at 4 .
Me and Alex walked all the way to 450 for the toilet , LOL . Kinda retarded .
Slacked at the playground awhile . Told him that I was afraid of heights and went laughing all the way .
LOL lah , not funny he also laugh . Bth , lmao .
He went home to get his lappy after that , used at his house downstairs :D
Hahahah , watched some anime that I don't understand . LOL .
Almost fell asleep while watching ;x
Fb-ed awhile then went home around 6.30 .
Reached home then toh alr , lol .
Kkiez , byeee peeps ! <:

When you left , I lost a part of me .

2010-08-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

Today sucks , my eyes are red now .
Due to my contact lens , forget to take it out before I went to sleep . Tsk !
Cannot wear lens for today alr , so troublesome ):
Actually wanted to go airport with Chinteng . But due to my lazy-ness , it was cancelled :D
3 more days to the x2 ends . So this means that I'm not sleeping tonight again !
LOL , need to chiong to level 32 before the x2 thingy ends .
If not I'll be having a hard time to level up .___.
Going to grandma house soon , gonna baibai I think ? Hah ,
Lazy to type alr , eyes pain ):
Byeeeeee ~
The best part of me , was acutally you .

Stuck in the moment with you .

2010-08-20T06:28:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyy , just woke like 10 mins ago . Hah ,
Okay , I'm actually at home == I didn't run cause basically , I got no money -______-
Yesterday was super sucky , my mood errupted like some volcanoe .
Lazy to elaborate why ,
Tried to calm myself down with audi , it somehow works ? Lol .
Weeeeee , okie . I'm gonna level up soon again .
I LOVEEEEEEEEE x2 EXP ! (Y) . Okay , I'm being lame , LOL .
But then seriously very shiok ah , x2 plus my own x2 = x4 ^^v
Ohyea , deesiao-ing Wz and Eugene in the middle of the night is fun :D
Sadly , it didn't work on Yewjin , Calvin and Chinteng ):
Nevermind , I'll try it again with WeiTing soon , hah :P
Hahahaha , I'm gonna get ready for school .
Gonna sleep in sch I guess , only had 2 hours of sleep , holymama =='
Think Mr Cheng and Miss Jenny is gonna talk to me again , tsk . Siannnnnnn .______.
K whatever .
Byeeeee ~
Have you ever thought , what hurts the most ?

2010-08-19T13:12:00.001+08:00

FML . I'm never gonna go back to school anymore .
And I realise , slitting seems fun . Hah ,
Cock shit .
Bye .

Your acting skills , (Y) -.-

2010-08-18T02:14:00.000+08:00

Seriously , thanks for your lies -.-
Hai , probably not sleeping tonight .
Gonna ton with my audi and com I guess .
Audi-ed with Jiao , Dennis , Chalk , Ling and Molester <3 just now :D
Creating new FAM , hoho .
All left after that , left me . Eugene online after that , audi-ed with him awhile .
His laptop srsly fail lah , lag all the way ==
Monday : School-ed , went for remedial .
Walked home with Ting , she came up my house .
Wz came down after that , walked to Ting's house .
Called Chinteng , deesiao him . Like fun only , hah .
Ting went home after that . Wz pei me walk to my house there .
Then I pei him wait for bus .
Yesterday : School till 10 then went home , had headache .
Come home straight away sleep . Woke up around 4 .
Com-ed till now , hah .
Okie , back to audi .
Bye .

I still remember ,

2010-08-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hey , peeps .
Gonna go school naoz . Super late alr ==
Went to Downtown yesterday ,
met Jiao @ inter at around 10.30 at night after that .
Went down IGT , audi-ed awhile . Jason came after that , used until coming 1 .
Audi patch ._. Bobian , nothing to play jiu zao liao .
Slacked around inter , then Jason left as he had Camp today .
Then called Jiao's friend come down .
He damn cool uh , from West Coast straight come down find us . (Y) !
Went to 419 there slack , chitchat .
Left around 3.40 , walked home with Jiao .
Actually wanted to go Jiao's house ton , but mum opened the door .
So dropped of the idea , hah .
Okie , super late alr . Gonna have 3 hours detention ._.
Byeeeee ~

That broken smile of mine..

Your memories ,

2010-08-15T17:29:00.002+08:00

It's probably my turn to vanish from your life now .

Imy .

Imy .

2010-08-15T05:21:00.001+08:00

Gonna sleep now , nights peeps ...
):

One better day .

2010-08-14T03:42:00.001+08:00

I'm soooo gonna sleep after this post , can't tahan alr .
Went back to school today , straight tio counselling . Talked to Miss Jenny .
Went back to class around 9.10 , had lessons till 10.30 . Recess , slacked at the 3rd level .
After that was 3 period of POA , ended @ 12.30 .
Headed to WeiTing's house , then Wz ahgong's funeral .
Took 293 to IGT after that , used com all the way till 7plus .
I WON EUGENE IN PANGPANG OKAY . (Y) !
Like finally uh , won him in something from audi . Cool or what ? :D
Walked to inter with him and Junyu , splitted with Junyu .
Took 293 home with Eugene . Freaking funny uh , he keep saying want to get someone's number in the bus .
Say what she so CHIO , her face so UNIQUE . Make me stomach ache only , LOL .
Reached home around 8.30 . Audi-ed all the way with Jiao and her boyf .
Yesssssss , I'm gonna level up in another 40% . Super happy laaaa ^^v
Okayz , I'm wondering where to go tmr . Text me okay ? Hah ;)
Nights ! ^^.

Break even .

2010-08-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

Holyshit , having school later .
Don't feel like going at all , sigh .
School is just plain boring , study and never study also no difference .
Might as well don't study ._.
Thinking whether if I should go school later on or not .
Wtv lah , off to my teevee alr .
Bye .

I'm barely breathing .

2010-08-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

Been going out these few days . Lack of sleep , tired ttm .

Yesterday : Met Chalk and Jiao @ Jiao's house .
Trained down to City Hall , met Yoga :D
Trained down to Dhoby Ghaut , walkwalk .
Watched the PhuaChuKang movie @ theCathay . Funny and touching uh .
Laugh until stomach pain :B
Met up with Ling after that , but Noel didn't come with her .
Stupid dog ! Still want to deesiao him one sial ._____.
Headed to Pizza Hut for dinner , totally broke nao ):
Went in to Jcube see see look look , didn't get to see any familiar faces .
Wanted to play , but money was limited . So didn't play in the end .
Headed to the Esplanade after that , super high ah .
There was live band there , everyone was super duper high .
Many were there too O:
Splitted with Chalk and Yoga as they are staying at the red line part .
Me , Jiao and Ling took mrt home .
Ling stopped @ Bedok , then Jiao alighted @ Simei as she going for a drink .
Didn't go with her as I was tired ttm alr :/
Reached home around 12 plus .
Com-ed straight ! Heh :B
Audi-ed with Nicholas daddy , owned him . Hoho :P
Jiao came after that , hearts came too .
Hah , daddie . You wait ! I sure pk with you one day ! Don't playplay hur . Lollol :P
All off-ed 5 . Left me alone , nobody entertain me .
So I went to sleep at 5.30 , lol .
Woke up around 1 today . Ate brunch , audi again .
Hahahah , okie . I'm gonna get ready then fetch Grandma to Darren's house to stay for a period .
Don't have a maid for the time being , so bobian .
Might be going to Sengkang's ahma house for dinner every night .
Holy can , Tampines to Sengkang everyday . Can die manzxzx ._.
Kk , ending here . Byeeeeee .

I know , I don't deserve you at all .

(L) !

2010-08-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

Hoho , I'll be uploading photos once Ting have uploaded it on fb :D
Yesterday : Met ShiQing , Ting , Joshua , Kengkiat and Calvin at inter .
Took Mrt to Kallang with the others while Calvin waited for Wz .
Reached Kallang then took bus 11 to Kallang Leisure Park .
Ice-skating was (Y) ! Though it was scary , heh :B
Parted with the rest , headed to Bugis with ShiQing , Ting and Joshua .
Had steamboat for dinner :D
Went to Bugis street for a walk , bought a wallet with ShiQing and Ting .
Then headed to Iluma , me and Ting bought our school bags . Like cool only ! ^^v
Bought our bbt then took an Mrt back to Tampines .
The train was so .... I was surrounded by ahnehneh , like suey only -__-
Splitted with the rest as they went back home . Waited for Wz from 12 - 1.41am
Zzzzzzzzzzz , wait until damn pekcek :@
Dk where to go after meeting . Walked around Tamp , went to IGT but full ):
So after a super duper long decision . Decided to go my house to ==
Reached home around 3.30 . Bathed then chitchat with him all the way till 5 .
Both watch teevee until toh . Kena waken up by him @ 8.30 . Zzzzzzzzzzzz .
I'm seriously lacking of sleep now . Holy shit .
He just left not long ago O:
Meeting Celine and Chalk later , going for movies ! YAY :D
Might be going to Celine's house to ton later . Heheh ,
Going out alr . Update more when I come home .
Byeeeee (;

PARTY NIGHT ! ♥

2010-08-08T11:10:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyy peeps !
Just a short post , I'm gonna bath and then go out alr ! ^^v
Firstly , HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO MISS NG SHIQING !
Hurhur , must have lots of fun later kay ! :D
Most probably gonna ton @ ECP tonight .
Anyt contact me by phone <:
Okie , byeeeeeee ~

Flasbacks of our reminicences.

2010-08-07T02:40:00.003+08:00

Hey , just came out from audi .
Audi-ed with Jiao and Molester <3 just now :D
Family are leaving for malaysia in another few hours time .
Weeeee , P-A-R-T-Y-T-I-M-E ! ^^v
Omgomgomg , someone chiong audi with me please .
One more level and I'm having my main alr !
Super happy canzxc !
Suppose to meet Ting just now , in the didn't due to some things .
Went to Jurong instead , came back around 9.30 .
Hurhur , okie . Gonna check fb then back to audi alr .
Nights peeps !

Your promises , ):

2010-08-06T14:03:00.000+08:00

HIE :D !
I was laughing all the way while uploading these photos . HAHAHAHH .
SUPER EPIC , TWO STB USE MY LAOYA PHONE ZILIAN . HAHAHAHAH .
Okay whatever , LOL .
Yesterday : School-ed .
Went to eat with LitChee and Lavender darling ! (:
Walked around after that parted with them .
Met Wz and Khairul , continue walking around .
Then slacked around 800+
Khairul left after that , Wz sent me to bus stop then he went home .
Reached home around 6 .
Com-ed all the way . Heh :B
Today : Woke up at 9 , having fever . 38.1 degrees ):
Used com awhile , went back to sleep till 1 . Woke up by Ting , Porkchop and Chinteng's messages ._.
Meeting Ting @ 4.30 later .
Gonna walkwalk ^^v .
Okiez , I'm off to audi .
Byee ~ (:
Your lies , sigh...

That empty feeling .

2010-08-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

It's weird ..
Cause I still miss you somehow O:/:(

Forget .

2010-08-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Crap , I feel like crying nao .
Sucky eh ? I seriously hate myself .
Didn't go to school these 2 days , felt so tired .
Today , met WangZhen , Khairul and Calvin @ 247 .
Saw Joshua , so random . LOL .
Went to mac :D Headed to Sport's hall after that .
Tried to take a nap , but the WangZhen's com was so loud . Cannot sleep ._.
Headed to WangZhen's house , his maid not at home . No keys to go in .
So went to Calvin's house , then his mum at home .
I cannot go in , so went to CS while they go to Calvin's house .
Took a super long time to reach CS , reach there dunno what to do .
Jubeat all the way . Then went back to Calvin's house after recieving WangZhen's sms .
Reach there , dk what to do also . Played with Lucky .
Cannot tahan alr , lie on sofa .
Andddddddd... I fell asleep -.-
Woke up around 6 by messages .
Wanted to sleep back , but WangZhen kept irritating me . Cannot sleep back ):
Left Calvin's house , walked to inter with WangZhen .
Saw Khairuzzaman and Acap ! :D
Actually wanted to take 293 from inter , but then saw the queue .
Too tired to stand and waited alr , then WangZhen suggested to walk to his house there to take bus .
So yea , walked there . The walking trip felt super long ):
He went to his grandma house after sending me to the bus stop .
Took 293 home , almost fell asleep :x
Going to school tmr , got lots of catch up to do .
Sighhhhhh , school school school .
Just hope that secondary school life would pass faster . I hate it :/
Okiez , gonna bath and sleep alr .
Cannot tahan le .
Nights guys (':

Forget his name , forget his face .
Forget the love that once came true .
Forget the time you spent together .
Remember now there's someone new .
Forget how close you two once were .
Forget you cried the whole night through .
Forget you memorized his walk .
Forget the way he used to talk .
Remember he's gone forever .
Forget his teasing , gentle ways .
Forget you saw him everyday .
Forget he made your dreams come true .
Remember now she loves him too .
Forget the thrill when he walked by .
Forget the way he spoke your name .
Forget those cold , cold nights .
Remember now he keeps her warm tonight .
Forget the way he looked at you .
Forget all your dreams come true .
Forget him when he made you cry .
Remember...that he doesn't love you .

Your smile (:

2010-08-02T10:47:00.001+08:00

Hoho . Nihao (:
Audi still cannot play T-T
Heh , just a short post .
Update more when I come back ^^
Byeeeee ^.<

Reality .

2010-08-01T10:04:00.005+08:00

Morning people ! :D

I'm having gastric naoz , painnnnn ):

Went to Yishun for dinner with family yesterday <:

Went to grandma house after that , played with cousins (:

And I've finally trimmed my hair , LOL .

It's been have a year since I've trimmed them , hurhur ^^.

Become abit shorter ): But at least it's lighter naoz :P

Came home around 12 , chatted on the phone with ChinTeng .

He guailan me , roar ~ LOL .

Text with many people , hoho .

Fell asleep around 4 .

Might be sending my W995 for service later , miss my 8.1 megapixel camera and my 200+ musics ! D:

Audi is still under maintainence , siannnnnnnn ):

I've got nothing to play nao , boreddieme ! :@

Can someone jio me out today ? I don't want to rot at home :/

Ohhhhh , and seems that you rather choose your relationship then your sister .

Well then , all the best to you . Hope you'll see her true colours soon <:

Hahahah , my breakfast is finally here ! Heh , okie . I'm gonna eat alr .

Byeeeeee peeps !

Finally given up .

No longer pinning hopes that you'll come back .
I'm listening to my friends , move on without you and get someone better (:
Lastlong with your girl :D
Goodbye <:

我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好...

2010-07-31T06:22:00.000+08:00

Hiez , it's been ages since I had a proper post ~
Heh , finally got back my phone ^^v
Super duper ultra mega happy can ! :D
Yesterday , school-ed as usual .
Almost fell asleep during POA :x
After school , went to IKEA with WeiTing , WangZhen , Joshua and Calvin .
They were super funny can ! LOL .
Came back to inter after that , headed to IGT .
Sadly , there was no com for us to use ):
No choice , went the the Lan @ Sports Hall . Wanted to play audi , but got patch ._.
Went to play L4D2 instead :B
Fun but dizzy :x Stopped after afew rounds , too dizzy alr .
Having headeache too , felt like vomitting :/
Sent WeiTing to take bus 3 then went back to lan again .
Sat there texting while waiting for the rest to play finish .
Parted from the rest , decided to go WangZhen's house with Calvin <:
Andandand , I regretted walking there ! Cause my shoe turned from white to brown D:
Oh ! And WangZhen's cousin is mad cute can ! ^^.
I just love her big eyes and long eyelashes ~ *jealous*
She is mix angmoh one lah , heh :B
Then Calvin left first , cause he was meeting KK and the rest .
Waited for WangZhen to bath finish . Walao , he bath like girl liddat sial , SO SLOW .___.
Went to his house downstairs take 293 to inter .
Saw Emilia , Parry and Mayvis there , chatted awhile (:
Sent WangZhen for his guitar class , went to meet Calvin after that .
He was super slow cannnnn ._. Separated with him after while .
Went to meet WeiTing outside school , WangZhen and Calvin came after awhile .
They sent us to some blocks then left alr .
Walked to 201 with WeiTing , went to Pasar Malam walkwalk . Heh :B
Took 28 , reached home around 10 .
Bathed then use com , used until fall asleep , LOL .
Just nao 4plus wake up :P
Checked phone , ChinTeng spammed my phone like siao .
200+ new messages , waste my time deleting :@
Think gonna sleep back soon , it's 6.30 in the morning alr .
Hahahah , nights world ! :D

What more you want from me ?

2010-07-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

I didn't say that I hate you .
I just want alittle more freedom .
I know I'm asking alittle too much , but you've been living with me for 15 years .
You should know my style more than anyone do .
Well , I'm sorry if I've hurt you .
But this is the way of me expressing myself , I know it maybe harsh sometimes .
My main point is , you give more freedom .
I'll respect you more , that's all I ask for .
Btw , not all people having angkong means they are bad people .
Angkong does not equal to ahbeng / ahlian .
It's just a form of art .
And not all of my friends are bad people , there are really good ones too .
You didn't see their good side before only .
Don't assume , cause you don't know them well yet .
Don't judge a book by it's cover .
Anyw , I'm just trying to ask for more freedom . That's it .

Fucking lies .

2010-07-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Please la , everything Mr Ow say here , Mr Ow say there .

Enough alr or not ?

You not sian I also listen until sian alr lah .

Cannot use com jiu cannot use com lah .

Like only home have com liddat -.-

Don't plug cable then don't plug in lah , I won't give a damn lah ==

Like whole world only home got com , I go lan use also can what -.-

Btw , I know you're reading this .

And I'm gonna tell you that I'm not gonna go genting with you .

Waste my time only , don't bother asking me why .

Cause I just don't feel like telling you :D

I guailan ? Too bad , who call you to be my mum .

Awwwww (:

You're immature thinking hurt me like no one did .

2010-07-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

A strong front .
Using a fake smile to hide my real self everyday .
Starting to feel tired alr , don't really know how much longer I can hold on .
I need my fucking phone nao , so hard to contact others . Zz -.-
Been going to lan these few days with Wangzhen and the rest .
Okie , nothing to post alr .
Update again once I get back my phone .
Bye .

No more feelings , I'm numb alr .

2010-07-25T02:27:00.000+08:00

The cuts are increasing slowly (':
And seriously , I don't need any counselling . I'm perfectly fine can -.-
I can imagine the counsellor talking craps to me alr .
Fyi , I'm not a com addict too . I just need a com now because my phone is confiscated and I got no way to contact my friends .
And I didn't say that I'm not in any wrong . But please get your facts right before scolding me or whatever shit .
You're asking me why am I going home late everyday ? I go home early use com , you say cannot .
Then what you expect me to do , watch teevee ? Sleep ? Do homework ? Teach Sharmin Pek to study ? No thanks please , I won't waste my time doing all those things .
You will never understand how much I fear .
You will never understand how sad am I .
You will never understand how I disappointed I am .
You will never understand how it feels to cry every night .
You will never understand how helpless I am .
You will never understand why I don't want to face reality .
It's not that I don't want to tell people anything , it's just that I can't find the right the person to tell .
I just feel that I can't trust anyone , not even the person closest to me .
That's why I choose to lie , because I don't trust anyone .
I just hope that I'm dead right now .

說了再見 .

2010-07-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

再也見不到我的微笑 ,
忍著痛淚不掉 .
心碎了一地 ,　

撿不回從前的心跳 .

I'm tired of everything , really tired .
Can't hold any longer .
Gonna breakdown soon .
I'm back with slitting .
Saying how many times that I won't slit again , but I still ended up doing it .
Sorry , I've broke my promise .
Maybe you guys should never ever trust someone like me again .
Goodbye (':

I don't want to let you know .

2010-07-20T16:21:00.000+08:00

Hie . I'm super duper bored naoz !
At lan with WangZhen , Eugene and Joshua.
Nobody is entertaining me , all playing their dota . Zzzzzz !
Maybe going down to Katong , not sure yet .
Hah , just a short post .
Heh , buai ! :D

I choose to let go ,

2010-07-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hieeeeeeeez , just bath finish not long ago .
Went to school today , it was a miracle that I didn't fall asleep during History lesson .
Break my record for this year liao ley , LOL :x
After school , went to 267 there find Joshua . Walao , he see doc super long can !
Went to IGT after that , lan all the way .
YewJin and Dingchye came after that , audi-ed with WeiTing , Joshua and DingChye . Fun ^^
WangZhen and Eugene came after that .
OMG can , Eugene's audi skills . Totally got owned by him ._.
One word : Pro . HAHAHAHAH .
But nvm , I will catch up with you soon one ! LOLOLOLOLOL :P
The rest left alr , then WangZhen , Eugene and me took 293 home .
Me and Eugene took the long one just to pei WangZhen ._.
End up he never alight at his stop ! Waste my time ! Grrrrr .
He ended up alighting oppo library . Then me and Eugene like ah hai like that pei him sit one whole round for nothing . Crappppppp okie ! ROAR ! LOL .
Then Eugene keep laughing at me when I alight the bus == Sot one , LOL .
Came home, nothing to do . Audi agn , HAHAHAAHH :B
Called WeiTing after that , joined call with WangZhen . Chatted awhile , then WeiTing went to bath .
Chatted with WangZhen awhile more then kup alr , went to bath .
Nao blogging , hoho .
Not going to sleep tonight , chiong for SS . FML .______.
Ohya . To psb : Your words won't affect me . I'll just assume that you're just another lifeless person :D
Okie , gonna chiong SS nao .
Byeeeeee ^^v

Pushing me to others won't do the trick .

Substitution of her .

2010-07-18T10:09:00.003+08:00

Hoho , look at the 2 cuties up there . They are my cute little cousins !

I just loveeeeeeeee to play with them , so adorable can ! :D

Yesterday , nua at home almost the whole day .

Went to Grandma house oppo for dinner yesterday , then went up to grandma house play with couz ^^

Left there at around 11.30 .

Homed . Used com , talked to son on msn :D

Then WangZhen called me and he said that he kept his promise ,

cause he said he's gonna call me today and it's 5 mins before the clock strikes 12 . LOL ._.

Okie , then talk halfway he suddenly kup . Dk why also , lol .

After that he called me back again , then he say I sound like my mum when I say hello . WTH , lmao .

Then after that he say that he needs to bath , so kup again .

I went to bath too while waiting for him .

Then he call me back at around 1.20 , chatted all the way till 2.30 .

Called WeiTing after that chatted with her until 3 .

Then sms-ed until we both fell asleep . Heh :B

Gonna go Yishun to play badminton with couz nao ,

Byeeee ^^.

You're my heartbreaker .

2010-07-18T01:41:00.001+08:00

Okie , I'm lazy to post .
On the phone with WangZhen nao . Update more later .
Byeeeeee ~

Broken dreams , shattered heart .

2010-07-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

Update later , on the phone with ChinTeng naoz .
- Edited -
Hello , back to post alr .
Woke up at 7.30 today .
Get ready , bath and everything .
Bused down to inter , reached at 8.45 .
Saw Joshua there alr , he reached at 7.45 . LOL .
WeiTing came after awhile , then WangZhen .
Walked to Stadium , went to lan . Hoho .
Play from 9 - 3 . Like shiok only ! (Y)
Went to KFC for lunch , Bryce tagged along too .
Eating halfway , then Bryce said something super hilarious and digusting .
I jitao laugh out , cannot eat alr . ROFL .
Went back to lan after that , continue using . Audi-ed with 3 of them , totally owned everyone okie .
MUHAHAHAHAH :x
WeiTing left first as she had tuition in the evening . Left me , Joshua and WangZhen .
Play until sian alr , left the lan .
Hmmmmm , splitted with Joshua after that . He went home I think ? Cannot remember :x
Walked to WangZhen's house there , he went home .
Then got nothing to do , so took 293 for a bus tour . LOL .
Fell asleep in the bus x-x Woke up by WangZhen's call .
He told me he was leaving house alr , so continued taking 293 back to inter .
Like finally , he was earlier than me . HAHHHA :x
Went to Tm , no money ):
Bobian , watch him eat . And the most irritating thing is , he kept tempting me . ROAR ! Make me more hungry only ._.
After that met LiPing . Went to 253 there slack , wait for WeiTing .
He super irritating can , keep disturbing me == Disturb me alr still say I noisy , siao one. LOL .
LiPing left after awhile , then WeiTing came .
Went to FairPrice , WeiTing bought some things then went home .
On the phone with ChinTeng just nao , he diam all the way . WTHHHH ==
After that WangZhen called , talk awhile then he went to sleep .
Then call WeiTing after that , chitchat until 1.30 kup .
It's currently 2am in the morning and I've just bathed finish . Zomg can :x
Okie , I'm gonna audi awhile and off to sleep .
Bye world (:

You weren't meant to be mine in the first place .

2010-07-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hoho , super tired okiez .
Yesterday , headed to AMK for songka . Cried ):
Sad ttm can .
Oh , and to Darren to Eunice . Cheer up yea ? Though your mum's gone , but there will still be many people there for you two . Smileeeee (:
Went to AMK Hub after songka , walkwalk then arcade .
Hoho , it's been ages since I've played my beloved jubeat . Skills cui until cannot cui alr D:
Then went home after buying groceries .
Today , went school .
Played all the way , like fun only . Hoho .
Went to canteen awhile then back to the library with WeiTing and ShiQing as they had duty today .
Then suddenly Wangzhen sms-ed me using Daniel's phone asking where am I O:
So met him at school gate there , went to T1 to search for my earliner .
But sadly , I couldn't find it ):
So went back to school with WangZhen to find WeiTing and ShiQing .
Slacked all the way , like bored only ._.
Ended around 5 , went to mac .
Had my lunch , everyone kup my fries ):
And that evil WangZhen even kup my coke too , ASS ! D:
Ate finish , actually wanted to go CS de , but ShiQing didn't want to go as she was tired .
So went back to inter , WeiTing and ShiQing took 39 home .
Then WangZhen decided to come my house .
Super funny luh , we both dk what to do .
So I stare at him then he stare back at me , LOL can .
Kinda ridiculous , HAHAHAH :x
Okie , whatever .
He left at 7 plus . Then I bathed , met WeiTing at my house downstairs .
Ekka was there too :D Chatted awhile then Ekka went home .
Me and WeiTing went to my house oppo buy my dinner <:
Then walked around with WeiTing , had heart to heart talk with her (:
Walked her all the way to her home there , see I so nice right ? LOL d:
Walked to T-Mart's ESSO there , mum came and fetched me home .
I'm so gonna sleep early today , didn't really sleep well for the past few days .
Eye bags worsen , ZOMG ._.
Kaykay , sleep alr .
Bye ! (:

Guess it's really over this time . Thanks for the memories , goodbye...

What hurts the most ,

2010-07-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hiezxcvb !
Talking to Sebas kor and Rasty on msn nao .
Talked to WangZhen on fb just nao , like hilarious only ! LOL .
Hoho , and that dumbdumb ChinTeng . Spam my phone with smses , make my phone lag like siao .
Noob , wait until I meet you then you die liao . MUAHAHAHAH :x
Okiez , a proper update tmr .
Off to sleep nao , brain not functioning alr . LOL .
Nights !

Can't get you off my mind ):

Losing someone again..

2010-07-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

Overslept , mum couldn't wake up too .
Didn't go school in the end .
Sigh , off to songka nao .
Byeee )':

Unwanted heartbreaks ,

2010-07-13T02:17:00.000+08:00

Hiez , I'm still awake . Okie , crap ._.
Been saying want to sleep since 12am just nao .
But went in audi , chiong like some siaozb . Didn't notice the time .
Jialat , tmr dk how to wake up alr ;x
Anyone kind enough to morning call me ? Please , I seriously need someone okiez .
Eyes closing , dozing off soon .
Bye peeps (:

I just want to talk to you :/

Goodbye , grandaunt (':

2010-07-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just came home from songka not long ago .
Jitao come home after school , prepared everything .
Bathed then cabbed down with grandma , maid and sister .
The uncle somehow took a long way then reach AMK , gosh x-x
Slacked around, nobody was there yet . Super bored .
Kaching didn't come down today as he had tuition , sadded ):
But at least Desiree came , chatted with her . Hoho :B
Look at them doing the ceremony . Couldn't join for some reason , lazy to type it out .
Heh :x
Leaving school after recess later , going for the songka .
Their gonna burn her all that , miss her many many .
But dk why , I just can't seem to cry .
Probably become numb alr . Hah (':
Whatever , gonna bath and sleep alr .
Only slept 2hours thanks to yesterday's night soccer ._.
Hurhur , S-P-A-I-N ! <3
Okieeez , nights ~

Another night of pain and nightmares .

SPAIN !! ♥♥

2010-07-12T03:22:00.001+08:00

GO SPAINNNNNNNN ♥ ~
Hurhur , I feel so crazy watching WorldCup at such time :x
And the funniest thing is , it's my first time watching a soccer match .
I know nothing about soccer , LOL .
Tmr sure cannot wake up one , die :x
HAHAHAHAH , who cares . At most tmr toh in school during workshop :P
Dk why , I'm actually supporting Spain , LOL .
SPAIN ~ SPAIN~ SPAIN~ ♥.♥
HAHAHAHAHAH . Whatever , I'm gonna continue watching .
Byeeeeez <:

Screwed life ,

2010-07-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hey , just reached home not long ago .
Tonned at songka last night . Chitchat with others then play iTouch , heh :B
Chatted on the phone with Ting and ChinTeng these few days .
Crappppp , can't seem to forget everything .
Everytime I close my eyes , flashbacks of what you told me would just go through my mind .
Yesterday , Heng called me .
Told me that you're going Sakura .
Was happy for a moment , but after awhile she called back again .
Saying that you're not going anymore .
Probably cause you thought that I was going I guess .
Yea , my heart broke instantly .
I know , I should give up .
I'm like saying to other people I don't like you anymore , but my mind isn't thinking that way .
Thought I could really forget you . But when I hear your name , my heart starts to miss you all over again .
I hate this feeling :/
You were the one who made me smile , and also the one who made my smile fade .
Sighhh , Imissyou . Badly ):
It's hard to be friends with you , really hard .
Guess I can't be me for a moment . My real smile ? I can't seem to find it anymore .
Okiez , I'm gonna watch soccer nao .
Going to songka after school tmr .
Bye world .

I still love you , alot...

Liars .

2010-07-10T02:40:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyz .
Talked on the phone with ChinTeng just now , then I go kup .
Then now he dunwan reply me , so small gassssssss ):
Okay la , sorry lo . I meet you on monday lahs :D
Okiez , I'm gonna take a nap nao .
Update more when I wake up <:
Byeeeee ~

Broken promises

We were never meant to be D':

2010-07-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

Hurhur , hiez .
Short post and I'm going out alr .
Going to hosp .
Hope to see couz and the rest there :B
But my hair cui sial . OMFG can -___-
Morning went school , sms-ed with ChinTeng all the way .
Luckily have him to entertain me , if not sure doze in class dunno how many times alr x-x
After school , jitao go home .
Played one round of audi with doudou just naoz , so long never play with him alr . Hah :D
Chatted on msn . Well , last long w/ your girlf .
Just treating you as a goodfriend naoz (:
Friends last longer then stead , isn't it ?
Hahs , guess you're my only friend now .
Whatever , who cares anw <:
Okiez , mum nagging alr .
Byeeeeeez .

Thought you would be the right one .

2010-07-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

Erm yea .
Just reach home like half an hour ago ?
Met Ting and WangZhen for our jogging .
Rest at playground there , chatted .
Ting went home around 9 plus .
WangZhen pei me cab down to find Kiyomi @ T-mart .
He cabbed home after that .
Slacked with Kiyomi outside mac .
Sent her go take cab , took 28 home .
Chatted with Ting on the phone in the bus .
I know , I'm such a cry baby .
Crying for the whole day , still need to gek one smile infront others .
Then come home jitao cry , face cui like some fuck shit .
It seriously suck ttm . Trying to accept that you're gone in my life .
You will never come back to me , I'm just giving myself false hopes that you'll come back .
Trust ? Faith in love ? Thinking that someone will be there when I fall ?
Cock shit , I'm not going to believe this anymore .
Love ? There's no eternity in it .
Hah , still promise so many things .
Ending all are just broken-promises only .
All those promises ? They are still in my mind , want to delete also cannot .
Yea , I'll just vanish .
Eating down a whole bottle of pills doesn't seem like a bad idea after all .
Who knows , maybe I'll just sleep and never wake up .
Not bad eh ? I'll be trying it real soon . TRUST ME , I WILL .
Friends , saying that they will be there for me ?
Hah , don't cock please . Treating me like a fool .
Happy happy call me come , not happy just shoo me off .
You think what , I'm your play toy or something is it ?
I'm human , I have feelings too .
You feel pain , I do too . You know ?
Pain ? I'm feeling it everyday , every single day .
Yea , I'll just accept the fact that I have no friends , no family , no nothing .
Nobody will be there when I fall , NOBODY .
Motivation to study ? No more I guess , don't see what's the point of working so hard anymore .
Do so much for who to see ? Parents ? Crap , nobody will appreciate it .
You stepped into my life , thought I saw hope once again .
But who knew , it was just my illusion I guess .
Love you so much , all I get was hurt .
You say I've hurt you alot , but do you know how much you hurt me too ?
Thought this pain will never come to me again . But still I felt it once more .
It's much more painful than the previous one . Waited for your message like some fool .
Did you even know how panick I was when dm confiscated my phone just now ?
Couldn't even concentrate in class , I could only get back my phone after my detention .
Sitting there for 2hrs was like sitting 2days .
I almost went insane , tried sleeping to let the time past quicker .
Finally , 4.40 pm .
Got my phone back , checked phone .
You didn't even message me . Disappointed to the max .
For the first time , I felt so speechless .
Kept staring at my phone , till now .
I'm still looking at it , hoping that you will message me .
I know , I'm giving myself false hopes over and over again .
There's no miracle in this world , I'm just lying to myself .
I can't face reality , I'm such a coward .
I'm just wondering , will you even miss me when I'm gone ?
Well , don't dare to pin too much hope either .
Just hope that you'll sms me when you see this .
I may be gone soon , real soon (:

I'm broken , tired .

2010-07-07T19:23:00.000+08:00

Hiez . Going out soon .

Overslept in the morning , so went to school @ 12 .
Nabuey , go school then Ow confiscate my phone . Zzz .
Dulan ttm can . Went for 2 hrs detention , tmr need to go for another 1hr .
Planning to run for tmr's one , hope he won't ask my ez-link card from me ==
WangZhen had detention too , then chatted with him all the way .
Mine ended first , waited for him to finish his .
Had Popeye for lunch .
Then went walking around , heart to heart with him all the way again .
Yea , you're right . Making myself numb would be a better choice , I don't want to feel anyt alr .
It hurts ttm .
Splitted with him after that , took 293 home .
Saw Malvina on the bus (:
Going out soon , meeting Ting and WangZhen for jogging again .
Meeting Kiyomi sist at T-mart after that .
Update more tmr , bye .
Hate that I love you so much ..

I'll wait .

2010-07-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

Hope you're seeing this .
I really really miss you .
Been waiting for your sms , couldn't sleep for the whole night .
Hoping that everything will be fine the next day .
Hoping to call you baby once again .
I really love you , I swear .
Trust me once more , will you ?
I know , I was the one who made you afraid to fall in love and the reason to your fall .
But I really want to be the one to make you fall in love and get back up from your fall now .
I just want to be back like how we used to be .
Whatever we said is still in my heart , it still exist .
I won't forget , and I never will .
I just need you back , I'll do anyt for your return .
I'll wait . Because I love you , alot .

E , I want you back badly )':

2010-07-07T08:52:00.000+08:00

My heart cracked , but you're the only one that could mend it ..

School yesterday , had detention after that .

Ended around 3 , went to LJS with Ting , WangZhen and Bryce for lunch .

Walked around , went home at 5 .

Reached home , sleep all the way . Very tired ):

Woke up by Ting's call @ 7 .

Met her at 8.30 , jog awhile then see her jog .

Didn't have the mood to jog at all :/

Went to 7-11 to settle my dinner .

WangZhen came after that , slacked at Ting's house there after that .

She went home at around 10.45 .

Me and WangZhen slacked till 11 .

Walked to the bus stop there sat down , heart to heart talk with him .

Told him many many things , sorry for dragging your time ;x

Sighhhh , then he smsed me .

WangZhen tell me dun read , but I still read in the end .

My heart totally sank , cried from the bus stop all they till I fell asleep .

I know it was me who disappointed you in the first place .

All I wanted was a chance to mend everything , I really want .

I don't want you to disappear from my life , I can't afford .

My mind , it's all about you now .

I really need you ...

D:

2010-07-06T12:17:00.002+08:00

Sighhhhhhh , it's always misundestandings )':
Feel like slitting again , at least it distracts me away from the pain in my heart .
Did you know how happy I was when you call me and said that you were sorry for hurting me ?
That happy feeling , it can't be describe at all .
Me and Edmund ? We're just friends .
He's just a brother of mine .
Trust me , will you ?

Love made me blind .

2010-07-05T13:16:00.000+08:00

Hiezxcvb !
Yesterday sms with Edmund halfway then fall asleep , ps ah ;x
Woke up at 9.30 , replied his message .
Then he call me , chatted with him on the phone :D
Kup the call around 10.45 , he went to bath .
Then I went to watch teevee , watch till fall asleep ._.
Now then just wake up only ;x
Meeting Desiree @ Amk mrt station later .
Heading to Novena , visiting Darren's mum .
Haven't do homework yet , crap ._.
Later gonna chiong alr , might be watching movie tmr .
Hahs , off alr .
Byeee (:

I just want you to sms me ):

2010-07-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

Going to TTS Hosp tmr .
Visiting Darren's mum , hope she gets better :/
Slept @ 5am just now , couldn't wake up x-x
But ending still wake up luh , hahah <:
Went to Yishun . Played badminton , so restless luh ;x
Saw Ahjie baby @ Yishun safra ! ^^
Went there to bath , then play arcade . The arcade was like superrrr cold ~.~
Headed to Giant , bought groceries and went back home to cook .
Came home , let cousin use com awhile .
Then my turn to audi , hahah d:
Played with Celine , after that cpl came . Played with him , he play awhile then went for his maple alr ._.
Finally level 29 alr laa , super happy canzxc ! :B
2 more levels to main , hurhur ^^v .
Okie , I'm gonna wash up and off to my audi again .
Hehee , byeeee ~

Yezzzzzz , your reply super cold can . I just want to talk to you ma :/

Lastlong hur son ! :B

2010-07-04T01:58:00.001+08:00

Tired ttm naoz , awhile more going to rest alr (;

Met Ting and ShiQing @ inter mac .

Waited superrrrrr long for WangZhen to come ._____. ( Well , he wasn't the worse ;x)

WeiTing kept nagging at him all the way , hilarious la . LMAO .

Met Calvin in the mrt , then headed to airport ! :D

Went to T2 , had mac for lunch . Yewjin came after that , super late la he . LOL .

Ting , ShiQing , Calvin and WangZhen studied abit while me and Yewjin were like slacking , hahahah d:

I was like reading my magazine and playing Wangzhen's psp all the way , hurhur :B

Left mac around 5 , went walking around airport .

Yewjin left halfway , then suddenly remember my ez-link card with him .

Then call WangZhen to help me take from him , thanks ahhhh :D

Left airport , headed to Pasir Ris .

Went to E-Hub <:

Saw some cosplay thingy going on , went in to kpo and see awhile . Hahah .

Coooooooool sial ! ^^v

Headed to Kfc for dinner , didn't eat as I wasn't hungry .

Played with WangZhen's psp again , hoho :B

Went walking around Pasir Ris Park after that .

Scary ttm ah , so dark can ! :x

Left around 9 as the rest had to go home alr .

Walked to Pasir Ris inter , separated with them .

Wanted to go grandma house de , but didn't go due to me sitting overstop . LOL ==

The trip super long sial . Bus 88 went around Pasir Ris > Sengkang > Punggol > Hougang > Amk > Tpy .

Ohmy , the bus super cold somemore ~.~

Reached Tpy that time alr coming 11 , changed to bus 28 . Took all the way back home .

Like having bus tour sial , Pasir Ris > Sengkang > Punggol > Hougang > Amk > Tpy > Macpherson > Paya Lebar > Eunos > Bebok > Tamp . LOL luh , faint alr x-x

Heheh , going to Yishun for badminton later <:

Meeting kaching , it's been weeks since I saw him !

Hurhur , finally can see him alr :D

Okie , update more later .

Byeeee ^^.

Hurhur , guess I did the right choice eh ? :D

Letting go might be a better choice I guess ,

2010-07-03T10:51:00.000+08:00

Hurhur , hie ! (:
Went out with Kiyomi sist yesterday :D
Met her at TM , then met Ahwen and his friend outside the Cinema .
Watched Eclipse , nice okie ! ^^
Movie ended around 8.20 , went to Open Plaza watch them smoke .
After that parted with Ahwen and his friend , cabbed down to 340 to meet Rion .
Slacked around , chithchat .
Watch them smoke , thanks sist for the drinks ! <3
Left around 12.30 , cabbed home .
Meeting Ting outside school later , going to Airport I think .
Heheh , I'm gonna get ready le .
Byeeee <:

Don't hold on if it isn't meant to be..

2010-07-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

Quick post and I'm going out alr .
Study halfway then signed out , had chestpain :/
Went to see doc , he say must really follow up with the medicine le .
If not I maybe have lung infection . Ohmy , no please ):
Audi-ed all the way .
Going to bath then off to meet Kiyomi sist alr !
Gonna watch movie , maybe going to hosp later .
Update more later . Byeeee (:

30th's

2010-06-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hurhur , hie :B

Quick one and I'm gonna off alr .
Didn't go to school today , slept all the way due to the medicine .
Com went haywire earlier on , couldn't use the internet at all .
Going to school tmr , miss my darlings many many ! (L)
Gonna chiong my POA after this , haven't start at all .
Goodbye to sleep and hello to eye bags . Ohmy ._.
3 periods of POA and 3 periods of SS tmr , just pray that I won't doze off in class ba :x
Crap , I'm still coughing like mad .
The medicine doesn't seem to cure anyt O:
Maybe drinking down the whole bottle might work , LOL .
Obviously I won't uh -.-
Okiez , I'm gonna eat my medicine alr .
Byeeee ~ :D

Yea , I got attitude prob . You huanlo ? It's my life , I choose how I want live , not you <:

I want you to be there when I fall .

2010-06-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hie , I'm so damn freaking bored naoz .
Want to go out , but dunno where to go . Like wtf only ._.
Yesterday , sms with Doudou halfway then he fall asleep !
Until now still see no reply from him , I think still sleeping . OMG lahs ! Pig sial ):<
Asssssssss , faster wake up ! :B
Parents are coming back in about 2-3 hours time ? Oh fuck ._.
Doubt they bought anything for me too , I can predict one -.-
My sore throt seems to be coming back again .
Feel so happy out of a sudden . Scarly later fever then monday dun need to school alr ( YAY ! )
Okie , I sound retarded . But seriously , school suck ttm can .
And the timetable , fuck lahs . Go bang wall sua , sucky sial ==
Can I like transfer school or something , can't stand school any longer -.-
Kayzzz , enough of my nagging .
Time for dinner ! Weeeeeee ~
Byebye ! ^^v

My feelings :/

2010-06-26T05:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm yea , just woke up from my beauty sleep .
Cramps are killing me , gosh ._.
Muscle aches too . And of course , my cough and running nose .
They are all driving me crazy lahs ! ):
Parents are coming back to S'pore later . How sad , my freedom is gone ._.
2 more days to school reopen and I haven start on my homework yet , how pathetic .
Think I'll do POA only ba , heh :B
Seems like everyone has gone to sleep le , finding people to entertain me naoz .
Okie , I'm off to my games .
Hoho , bye (:

It breaks when you smile .

2010-06-25T03:43:00.001+08:00

Okie , I'm back blogging (:
Wednesday : Went to grandma house @ 8 in the morning , slept awhile .
Had my fringe rebond , like happy only <:
Took 27 to Inter after that . Meet 6J-ians !
It's been ages since I met them , but only Carin , LayMian , JiaHui , HuiJun , YingTing , Zaryl and JiaRui came . Actually wanted to it , went up to T1's food court . Chitchat but ending never eat , so left there . LOL . JiaRui left after that , we took MRT down to Marina ! ^^
Went to Marina Barrage , there super nice okie !
Took photos , upload it next time (:
Went walking the whole Marina Barrage , left there around 6 .
Took mrt back , reached inter around 7.30
Went to BBQ Chicken with Zaryl , Carin and LayMian .
But due to the lack of time , I didn't had the chance to eat with them .
Took 969 to Yishun , then changed to mrt and headed down to CCK .
Met up w/ Doudou .
He say meet @ 8.45 , in the end 9.15 then come ._.
Made me waited for half an hour ._.
His 2 friends came even later than him , omg lahs .
Headed to Lot1 , watched Toystory 3 ^^
Okay uh , quite nice . Heh :D
The movie ended at @ 11.20
No mrt back to tamp alr T.T
Bobian , ton ;x
Slacked at the mrt station there with them , look at them smoke .
Listen to them chitchat , kinda sian x-x
Sms-ed with Ting instead , hoho .
But she went to sleep at 12.30 ):
Separated with the rest after that , went to some other place .
Yesterday : Woke up @ 1 . Wash up everything , had lunch with Doudou .
Walked to mrt station after that , took towards Jurong .
He pei me wait for my train to come then he went for his counselling
Stand all the way from Jurong to Tampines , leg ache like hell ._.
Took 29 home after that , reached home around 4 .
Used com all the way .
Want to go for today's event de .
But sadly , couldn't find any ic and I was not allowed to go out ):
So bobian , stay at home lo .
So bored now , finding people to pei me sms .
Someone message me please T.T
I'm so gonna sneak out tmr , staying at home can seriously kill me lahs .
Kay uh , I'm gonna be a good girl and sleep early today . Hehe :P
Nights ! ^^

MIA .

2010-06-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

Gonna stop blogging for awhile .
I need a break from everything .
Bye .

D:

2010-06-22T16:08:00.003+08:00

I'm afraid :/
I don't want to be alone , I hate it .
I want to have someone I can talk to , telling him/her everything .
I just want that smile I used to have .
I hate crying in the middle of the night everyday ):
I just want someone that could be there for me .
I want to be that cheerful girl I used to be .
I hate the current me , I feel so useless .
I'm trying so hard to face reality . But it hurts , alot .
God , make me that strong girl I used to be in the past , will you ?

Kiley Dean-Who Will I Run To♥

2010-06-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

You were the one

Who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
You were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything
Cause now you say
You’re gone forever more
So who will I

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

You were the one
I took for granted all those years
And you were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

Cause I would do anything
Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If I could know
That I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here

In my life

Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me
Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

I don't wanna fall for you :/

2010-06-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hie :B
It's been hell these few days .
Cough , sore throat , running nose all coming to me ):
Think fever's coming soon . Ohmy , I dunwan to see the doc lahs D:
Okay , I've been awake since 2am last night .
Gonna call Ting awhile then take a nap le , later 4plus 5 liddat then wake up chiong again :D
Byee :B

Crush .

2010-06-21T07:14:00.005+08:00

I'm smiling . But deep down , it's sadness and heartaches

I'm boreddddd . Can someone entertain me , please ? T-T
Yesterday : Left home @ 10 , headed to 800+ de CC . Watched others play and I just sat there sms-ing .
Went walking around 800+ after the game , had lunch too .
Headed to Tamp Safra to bath after that .
Played one round of pool and one hour of lan .
Went to CS after that , had dinner .
Went to arcade , jubeat ! ^^v
Left there around 8 plus due to my sickness ):
Came home , watched teevee till I fall asleep .
End up I woke up @ 2 by myself , LOL ..
Okie , I'm gonna go in audi to find people pei me chat le .
Byeeee ~

I miss my fringe laaaa T-T

2010-06-20T07:49:00.001+08:00

Hie , woke up @ 10 (:
Prepared everything , mum drove me down to airport .
Met up with Ting , walked around T3 and T2 while waiting for YewJin and Eugene to come .
I thought I was late , but they were much later lo ._.
Study awhile then no mood to study liao , bused back to inter .
Went to CS for Jubeat , hoho :P
Played 3 rounds , saw Ben there too <:
After that splitted with YewJin and Eugene , they went to the lan while both of us went window shopping .
Heh , hand itchy alr . Want to buy things liao , but I got no money ! ):
Ting pei me wait for my parents to come , then she went to work .
Headed down to Lavender for dinner with grandma , gugu and family .
Ate my fav , frog porridge ! ^^ .
Grandma ordered crocodile and turtle soup .
Didn't try the turtle soup , didn't dare ,
As for the crocodile soup , it just taste like pork ? LOL .
But due to my sickness , I felt like vomitting after eating dinner ._.
Went to grandma house after that , played with baby cousins ! <:
And I've cutted back bangs again , but this time round cut too short le .
Like ah hai sial , OMFG -__-
Just hope it grows quickly within this one week before school reopen lahs ==
My hair like totally cmi sial , cut le fringe curl even more . I seriously need to rebond laaaaaa ):
Might be rebonding next week , must see when Ting free to do also .
Used lappy at grandma house , left around 11.30
Went home , jitao toh .
Hoho , woke up at 6 just nao .
Okie , I'm gonna get ready le .
Going to 800+ there de CC for badminton .
I cannot play lah , watch them play only D:
Byeee <:

Endless nightmares..

2010-06-19T08:48:00.002+08:00

Yezz , I'm gonna sleep naoz .
People wake up then I sleep , LOL .
Audi-ed all the way just now .
Going to study at the airport @ 1 later .
OMG @.@ Hope can tahan ba ;x
Okie , nights people <:

Typical idiots .

2010-06-18T22:24:00.001+08:00

I'm fucking pissed of naoz .
Parents dun let me go out , fuck okay -.-
Fine , since dunwan let me go out .
I'll also not follow you all to that fucking country , waste my time only .
I won't touch those medicine too , my leg pain jiu pain la . Fuck care so much alr -.-
Won't recover I dun care so much alr .
My leg , my prob . Don't need your to huanlo so much .
I think I die le your more happy la , right ?
Knn , go and fuck the wall la .
I seriously hate your to the very max -'-

2010-06-18T05:37:00.005+08:00

Hie ! Morning aye ^^ .

Just audi-ed finish with Wilson , smsing with him naoz .
Hoho <:
Okay lahs , I'm gonna sleep soon .
Nights ! ^_^

You took away everything .

2010-06-17T23:04:00.001+08:00

I'm so sad nao cause.... I'm having difficulty walking ! ):

Actually suppose to go Escape Theme Park with Celine today .

But due to my sprained ankle , mum didn't allow me to go , how sad D:

So yesssssss , I rotted my whole day at home with my swollen leg ._.

Disturbed my younger sis all the way , fun okie <:

Watched annoying orange too . MUHAHAHHAHA , HEY APPLE ! (Y)

Prepared everything , waited for mum and dad to come home .
Headed down to 800+ to find some chinese sinseh to treat my leg .
I was freaking scared of the pain sial , but heng the shop close alr . Hoho :D
And so I didn't have to endure the freaking pain , happy okie ! ^^v
So we went to a shop that sells those chinese medicine to treat my leg .
The person at first say want to poke the needles at the swell part , my face totally changed and I kept saying no . LOL .
After a long long arguement , NO NEEDLES ! AHAHAHAH :P
They gave me medicine to stop the swell on my leg , hehe <:
But the medicine is like so expensive uh , $30+ sial ! *^&$!#%
Yes , no cold drinks for the time being . Ohmygawd , so hard to survive can ! ):
And and and , I have to eat 8 pills once in the morning and once in the night .
That makes it 16 per day , and the the smell is so like EWWWW :S
I'm wondering how to survive naoz >:
Went to eat Sushi for dinner ! ^^.
Walked around Big bookshop and Prime Market then went home .
I'm sms-ing with porky nao , he so funny can .
Cause I keep guailan him , then he angry .
Say coming to my house and beat me up , LOL . I'm sooooo scared wor :P
He call me to stop smiling , he's gonna beat me until I cry and call him dad .
LMAO , HE'S SUCH A JOKER LAAAAA ! <:
Okiez , I'm gonna chiong audi alr .
Ohya , Starbucks coffee is so damn nice luhs ! ^_^
Byeeee <:

Memories..

2010-06-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

One week ago ,
I was staying over at your house with an excitement that there would be another chance .
One week later ,
I'm at home with a sprained ankle , looking into the com screen blankly .
Having a flashback of those times when I was still with you , happily .
Sitting infront of my com , crying over you , missing you so much .
Wishing that time would rewind when everything was still so fine..
I've lost , everything..
I'm left with a broken heart , scars that are left open .
For once , I just wished that I would just sleep and never wake up .

Ben , I agree about what you say laaaaa ! (Y)

2010-06-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

HIE <:
I'm here to update again , muhahahah d:
Met HengLe at T1 just nao , she told me to come @ 2 but she thought it was 2.30 . LOL !
Went walking around TM , but didn't know what to buy .
My cash was limited as well x-x
Took 969 down to Causeway Point after that , went walking around .
Met Sally after that , collected our earpiece . Cute okay ! ^^.
Went to the arcade after that , played awhile then jiu leave le .
Took 969 back again , saw relative on the bus . But she didn't seem to notice me ):
Didn't want to go home so early , so decided to take 293 with HengLe .
Yes , it went one big round ~
Hoho , but shiok okay ! The only disadvantage was the aircon , it was freaking cold >:
Heh . After one hour of bus ride , I finally reached home (:
Audi-ed with Betty awhile , then ubp with Celine , Dennis and one of their friend .
And the most suay thing is , I'm currently a baika naoz ):
Yes , I've sprained my ankle ._. The condition turned worse when I reached home D:
Guess my leg is gonna be super swollen tmr , I'm wondering how to go out naoz -___-
Okie , I'm gonna bath and chat on the phone with ________ le ! Hehe <;
Byeeeee ~

So what if I'm kind and tiongxim ? People also don't appreciate , haiz . Yea , we're acting like total strangers nao..

Hurhur , surprise visit ! (:

2010-06-16T06:12:00.000+08:00

Guess I'm gonna sleep after this post , kinda tired alr .
Met with ShiQing at her house busstop then walked over tgt to meet HengLe at the bus10 busstop .
Almost alighted at the wrong stop due to my stm , so paiseh uh :x
Gave ShuHui and WeiTing a suprise by popping out at Katong's Aston for a lunch , hurhur .
WeiTing's face was totally speechless and just nice that she was having her lunch , so she came to sit with us with her food while ShuHui kept standing beside us . They cute can ! :B
Took Bus 10 back with ShiQing and HengLe , they alighted at the stop they came up from while I alighted at the interchange instead . Actually wanted to find someone to pei me de , but thought twice , rather walk alone . So yea , went to CS Jubeat for 3 rounds .
Went walking around CS and TM like some loner , OMG can? -_-
Left there around 9 , took 293 home .
Heart to heart talk with Ting just now , felt like crying when we were on the phone ):
Nothing goes right for me I guess ? Can't even have a peaceful holiday , fuck okay .
I admit that I'm useless , happy ?

Thinking about how happy we were back then .

2010-06-15T13:31:00.001+08:00

Omg , I just woke up -.-
Been waking up late these days , freaking tired -_-
Having some surprise later on , hoho .
Gonna meet ShiQing and Hengle later !
Going down to Katong again later ! \m/
Suddenly have the urge of going to the arcade , I miss my jubeat many many (!) ):
May go down CS for a few rounds later C:
Okie , I'm gonna get ready le .
Buai .
Seriously , I just want to know why :/

I'm just tired of everything .

2010-06-15T03:38:00.003+08:00

Gonna take a nap naoz , update more later .
Nights .

Shontelle - Impossible (with Lyrics on Screen) + German Lyrics

2010-06-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

You left me speechless..

2010-06-14T16:29:00.001+08:00

Yea I know , it's time to face reality .
Hahs , fairytales ended long time ago , there's never a happy ending .
How foolish of me to think that everything will last forever , I'm just plain stupid .
-
Hah , I'm currently rotting at home naoz ):
Finding people to accompany me to go down katong for dinner .
Ting ask me to go down de , anybody want to go ? (:
Boredboredbored okay !
I'm wondering what's the point of posting when nobody is looking actually ?
Hah , okay . I'm like talking crap these few days .
Acting like some retarded . Who cares anyway ? Lols .
I've got nothing to post alr ==
Bye .

2010-06-13T17:27:00.004+08:00

Saw this from someone's blog , forgotten whose alr . But I just found it quite meaningful , hahs :D

" 女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .
女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .
女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .
如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.
女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.
女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)
2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心, 她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)
3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)
4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)
5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)
6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)
7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)
8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)
9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)
10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)
11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)
12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）"

2010-06-13T07:02:00.001+08:00

I don't want things to turn out this way , seriously ..
I know I shouldn't have asked anyt from him in the first place .
It's my fault for not trusting you , sorry .
I don't want to lose you as a friend anymore , I can't afford )':
Everything is driving me insane now , I seriously can't take it anymore... )':
我的心深深伤过却不会忘。

Thanks . I'll never hate you , really (:

2010-06-13T04:08:00.004+08:00

Hoho , gonna ton tonight with my breezers ! (Y)

Gonna go for prawning with family later , mummy's company organise one O:

Have to wake up by 8.30 tmr so might as well dun sleep . Heh d:
~~This time round really no more patching le , I won't pin on hopes anymore .~~
Yeap , I'm happy as long as you loved me once (:
Just hope to be friends with you like what you've said in the past .
~~I no longer have the thinking of patching with you rather <:~~
Well , thanks for everything anyway .
I never regretted being with you , I won't hate you too .
Just hope that we can go out like normal friends , I'll be contented just like that :B
And I'll find one day to get my earpiece from you too .
Hope that I'll have a chance to play basketball with you one day , heard that you're a pro wor .
Thought twice , I rather be good friends with you .
Well , one more friend is better than one more enemy right ? Hahs :D
~~All the best for you anyway , you find your girl and I'll find my boy .~~
~~This is the best ending right ? <:~~
Heeeeh , I'm off to facebook le .
Byeeee ^^.

2010-06-12T14:54:00.001+08:00

~~Xavier Liew ,~~
~~Seriously la hor . What the fuck you want sial ?!~~
~~I'm alr willing to change for you , then now you treat me like that ?~~
~~I know I was at fault in the first place , I was the one who break you 2 times .~~
~~After the 3rd time I patched with you , I really wanted it to last .~~
~~But then after 4 days , you broke with me .~~
~~Say that you want me to change all that , want to be good friends with me .~~
~~Then now you say want to patch , I agreed .~~
~~But patch alr you start to ignore my calls and sms .~~
~~WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT FROM ME NOW ?!~~
~~I alr did alot of sacrifices for you and this is how you treat me ?~~
~~You were playing with my feelings all these while , isn't it ?~~
~~I just wanted you to be by my side .~~
~~You know how much it hurts ?~~
~~I just wanted a call or sms from you , is it really that hard ?~~
~~Sigh , I seriously dk what to do now .~~
~~I just want my earpiece back laaaaaaaa~~ .

Worried . Scared . Helpless .

2010-06-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

Went to Whitesands with mum and sis just nao .
Ate at the food court , saw Shawn Ong there ! Hoho , it's been ages since I last saw him <:
Went to the arcade after that , Jubeat all the way .
Headed to Mac for my McFlurry .
Eat afew mouth then dun feel like eating le , gave it to mum instead .
Came home , straight away use com le . Bored uh , I've got nothing to do .
Waiting for him to reply naoz , I'm worried luh .
He have not been replying for the whole day , wonder what happen to him .
Faster reply me ley , wo hen dan xin ni la ):
I'm afraid that you'll leave me once again... \:

I miss your everything .

2010-06-11T05:51:00.003+08:00

Hoho , I'm going to sleep soon ~

Kiyomi sist going to Malaysia today , missdieher luh ):
She's going there for 2 weeks , nobody pei me go out le >:
Talking to MeiLing cousin on msn naoz <;
I'm bored ):
Audi-ed awhile just now , but nobody online alr . Not fun liao .
Feel like prawning out of a sudden . I think that's the only entertainment that is 24/7 , lol .
I wanna cut and rebond my fringe . Bth liao , starting to curl like dk what le :@
Maybe trimming my hair too , but I don't really bear :X
Haha , I'm gonna drink my breezer and off to sleep le .

Bye ! ^_^

What am I to you now :/

2010-06-10T21:07:00.001+08:00

Just woke up not long ago , super tired luh x-x
Yesterday : Met Kiyomi baby at inter , MRT-ed down to Bugis .
Met up with Babyen , went to Mac for brunch . Kiyomi's boyf came after that .
Went walking around Bugis , headed to Iluma and played one round of Jubeat .
Parted with Kiyomi and her boyf after , continue walking around with Babyen .
Left there at 5plus , went to Celine's chalet .
Drank there , whole face went red . LOL .
Me , Celine , Ling and Diana went attacking Noel . Damn funny luh .
We hide his phone , end up he cannot go home . HAHAHAHAH (Y) !
Then we take the water gun attack people , blast music and dance ! FUN TTM LA ^_^
Left there at 11pm .
Went to inter , MRT-ed down to Clementi . Almost fell asleep uh , so long can .
Heng , he called me to pei me chat . Hoho d:
Alighted , then took 78 to his house . Reached his house there alr 12plus liao lo ._.
Went to his house , actually wanted to study .
Ended up falling asleep ==
Woke up , bathed then went back to sleep again .
Cannot sleep after that , look at him sleep . Sms-ed with Celine , they all play until seh alr sial . LOL .
Woke up around 7 plus , washed up . Change back to my clothes .
Then left his house . I left my earpiece at his house , crap okay !
Now I cannot listen to music in public transport le ):
Must faster meet him and get my earpiece back ! <:
MRT-ed back to Pasir Ris , went back to the chalet .
All sleeping , LOL . I took a quick nap too . Heh .
Check out at 10 . Separated with the rest , walked to the inter with Diana and Noel .
Then MRT-ed back to Tamp . Came home , eat brunch then jitao toh .
Been going out these few days , my pocket got hole alr sial ):
Wondering where to go tmr . Someone jio me out ley ! :B
Byee (:

19th , I'll wait for you .

2010-06-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

HaiHai :D
I'm finally back for a proper update , been busy these few days with great-grandma's funeral .
Today was the last day of the songka , cried when she was being burned into ashes .
I can't see her smile anymore , I really miss her .... )':
Yesterday : Suppose to meet Ting , WangZhen , YewJin , Kengkiat and Jikia @ 9.30
But I woke up at 9.30 instead . Gosh x-x
Quickly chiong then meet them , MRT-ed down to Bartley .
Went to SPCA , fun okay ! The animals there were super friendly and cute ;D
Left there at 12 plus . MRT-ed back to Tampines .
We were like having a war inside luh , damn chaos and funny . ROFL .
Headed to KFC after that , had brunch .
Separated with the guys , went to CS .
Jubeat all the way , went home around 3.30 .
Used com till I fell asleep ==
Woke up at 4.30 , bathed . Then headed down to Kallang .
Went to great-grandma's funeral .
Tonned there . And I'm quite surprised , I could stay awake without my Starbucks coffee for the whole night . LOL , amazing okay ! :B
Went up to grand uncle's house , washed up .
Slept at 8.30 , woke up at 10 .
Went to down to prepare for the funeral .
Everything ended @ 4 .
JQ , Alfred and Wilson super funny uh , keep irritating us . LOL .
Came home , bath and used com .
Went to Compass Point for dinner just now .
Ate Jack's Place , walked awhile then came home .
Hoho , going down to Celine's chalet tmr !
Tonning again ^^v ~
I really need some sleep tonight if not tmr sure gg alr , laughs .

Byeee (:

2010-06-08T03:48:00.000+08:00

HAI HAI ^_^
I'm at the songka now , hoho .
Probably tonning I guess , uncle still playing mahjong with other relatives ~.~
Other relatives not back yet ley ):
They went to Boat Quay or whatever that place is for a drink !
And they didn't bring me with them cause...... I'M UNDERAGE LAAAAA D: !
Sucky can ! How I wish I could go ~
Haiz , bobian . I'm not 18 yet .______.
The worst thing is , THERE IS NO ONE TO ENTERTAIN ME ! T.T
Everyone playing mahjong and I'm like the only teenage .
Damn pathetic okay , and there is like no one talking to me .
Nvm , I'm going to 7-11 for a walk .
LOL , a walk at 4am . Stupid la .
Haha , byeeeeeeee ~

Wish you were here with me now :/

2010-06-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

Hello ! <;
Just came back not long ago.
Gonna go out again le , off to songka .
Update more when I come back .
Stay tune aye ! ^_^

Bye .

2010-06-06T07:57:00.000+08:00

Hai ~
Okay , I'm actually awake at this kind of pathetic timing again .
Yeap , thanks to ______ lo .
Pei him sms , sleep then wake , sleep then wake again .
Now awake le then he go sleep liao T.T
The timing so perf one la . ):
I have nothing to entertain me now , think I'm going back to sleep again .
Nights (:

Promises are meant to be broken ,

2010-06-06T03:37:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyy peeps ! <:
Just reached home around half an hour ago ?
Went down to the songka @ 2pm just now and I'm back @ 3am .
Means I've stayed there for like 13hours , sooooooo long can !
Sit there , chitchat with MeiLing cousin ! :B
Helped to crush the cans , helping grand-aunty to collect <;
Went to 7-11 with MeiLing cousin @ around 1am , bought mashed potato and Starbucks caramel coffee .
Nice okie ! But the coffee is like alittle too sweet uh ;x
Chitchat with other relatives (;
They all joker uh , super funny can ! ;P
Have to go down to the songka @ around 2 again .
Gonna watch my teevee and sms then sleep le !
Nights aye ! ^_^

You're saying goodbye alr .

2010-06-05T02:40:00.001+08:00

Imissgreat-grandma ):
Went to her songka just now , sad okay >:
Reached there around 9 , help to do things until 12plus .
Sent grandma home first , reached home @ 1am .
Can't believed that she has left alr , I just saw her on monday only .
Hope she's doing fine in heaven :/
Going down again in the noon , help to prepare things all that .
Bye .

2010-06-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

Goodbye great-grandma , I'll miss you alot .
I remember you love sweets alot , I'll buy some for you yea ?
New year won't seem like New year anymore without you around .
I will miss your smile and laughters .
But at least I'm happy that you can see great-grandfather after so long (:
Goodbye (':