The cuts are increasing slowly (':
And seriously , I don't need any counselling . I'm perfectly fine can -.-
I can imagine the counsellor talking craps to me alr .
Fyi , I'm not a com addict too . I just need a com now because my phone is confiscated and I got no way to contact my friends .
And I didn't say that I'm not in any wrong . But please get your facts right before scolding me or whatever shit .
You're asking me why am I going home late everyday ? I go home early use com , you say cannot .
Then what you expect me to do , watch teevee ? Sleep ? Do homework ? Teach Sharmin Pek to study ? No thanks please , I won't waste my time doing all those things .
You will never understand how much I fear .
You will never understand how sad am I .
You will never understand how I disappointed I am .
You will never understand how it feels to cry every night .
You will never understand how helpless I am .
You will never understand why I don't want to face reality .
It's not that I don't want to tell people anything , it's just that I can't find the right the person to tell .
I just feel that I can't trust anyone , not even the person closest to me .
That's why I choose to lie , because I don't trust anyone .
I just hope that I'm dead right now .