Erm , yea . Back from mia .
Yesterday , went to Navy open house .
After that met up with Kiyomi , went down to her friend's chalet .
Played poker , drank Chivas + coke , I just gulp down the whole cup.
Almost vomited when walking halfway .
Sigh.. Many things happened , had breakdowns .
Crying like some retarded these few days...
Went to school today , broke down in the hall . Everyone saw it , felt so stupid .
On the way to Paya Lebar just now , broke down in the bus again .
I know I'm foolish .
I shouldn't have fall for you in the first place , everything was just a mistake .
You will never know how hard it is to treat you as a friend .
Every cut on my hand just reminds me about you , I feel so helpless .
There's no one to pull me up .
Someone tell me what to do please , I really cannot take it any longer .
Though I'm smiling like any other days . But deep down , it's killing me .
Why can't those flashbacks just leave me alone ?
Why does everything seems like it's connected to you ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
I seriously can't accept this goodbye , it came too quickly .
Promised everyone that I'll forget you , but I just can't seem to do it .
I really can't do it , it's seriously hurting me ...
Come back to me , will you ? :/