Je t'aime ,
you're still the one .
; ❤ I've missed it .
May 31, 2010 3:58 AM
HIE ! ^_^
It's coming 4am alr and I've just bathed finish (Y) ! LOL .
The aircon is blowing directly at me . Super cold but shiok can ! ;D
Went to Yishun CC in the morning yesterday , played badminton with kaching and the rest .
Somehow sprained my ankle while playing , but now okay alr uh (:
Went to Yishun safra just now , bathed .
Arcade , then went to the flea market . Bought a shirt and a pouch for my cosmetics ^.^
Went to Changi Village for dinner after that , it's very crowded can !
And it's like super duper ultra mega warm uh x-x
Ate finish then walk around . Parted with kaching they all .
Went down to Compass Point walk walk , didn't buy anyt from there ):
Came home after that , and so now I'm here updating . Hah .
Msn-ed with ZhiYing just now , disturbed him all the way .
Funny can , he and his _________ . Seriously cannot tahan him . LOL .
Bleh , I can't sleeeeeeeep ~ How ? O:
I need someone to entertain me , but all in their lala-land alr . Sad case )':
Sms-ing with ______ now , super happy can ! ^_^
But I'm still bored D:
Nvm , I'll find something to entertain me .
Bye ! <:
; ❤ Handsome ^_^ !
May 30, 2010 1:42 AM
Just reached home not long ago O:
Freaking tired can , but I can't go to sleep .
Ohmy , my face later in the morning sure cui until cannot cui anymore ~
Yesterday , went to Whitesands for dinner . Had Sakae Sushi , full ttm uh .
Went to the arcade after that , 4 rounds of Jubeat . Shiok okay ! <:
Left there around 9.10 .
Went for prawning after that .
Saw that handsome guy there again !
So happy can ~ LOL d:
Started prawning at 9.30 , ended at around 12.30 .
I spent most of my time looking at him instead of prawning . LOL ~
Okay , I sound so retarded ._. Laughs d:
Mum went to talk with his mum sial , OMG ~
Haha , okay . I'm gonna audi awhile I guess .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeee <:
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May 28, 2010 11:39 PM
Can't believe it . I'm stuck at home the whole day , GOSH ==
Aunty they all come , mahjong all the way . Played a little too :B
Quite fun uh , but it slowly turns bored after sitting for quite awhile . LOL .
Might be going prawning tmr ! YAY ! ;D
Kk , I'm off to my shows . Buai ~
To passerby : I know who you are . I'll change , I promise (:
Thanks yea ? C:
; ❤ 可惜不是你陪我到最後 . 感謝那是你牽過我的手 , 還能感受那溫柔 (':
2:04 PM
Heh , yesterday watch teevee until fall asleep .
Woke up at 6 am just , early uh .
I can always wake up so early in the holidays but when school reopens , I just tend to oversleep .
Weird eh ? I find it too. Hah .
Audi-ed one round with WeiXuan's friend just now .
Then afew arounds with XiaoYang , all pros can ! My skills cui alr sial . OMG ._.
I'm bored bored bored can ! >:
Kaching they all coming later , sian ._.
Hope later got chance to go out ba , I seriously hate to stay at home .
I want to Jubeat luh ! ):<
Look at the conv up there , so sweet can .
Wonder when will it happen to me O:
Hmm , never I guess . Hah (':
Tsk , grandma is also flaring her anger on me now . GREAT -_____-
It was the maid that made her angry and it's me who have suffer .
This is so unfair can ! I didn't even do anyt sial .
Seriously , life suck ttm !
You shouldn't have gave birth to me , it was a wrong decision .
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May 27, 2010 4:57 PM
S(HE) BE(LIE)VE(D) .
Sorry but I'm not your toy . Don't even vent your bloody anger on me .
You slapped me yesterday , I tahan .
Today cause I can't wake up , you use the cane to hit me .
Seriously , did you even treat me as your daughter ?
I had enough , told you I'm going to change .
You don't even believe , what more you want me to say ?
You and him just have the same thinking , think that I'm hopeless , I'll only rot .
You told to teachers that you're not bias , and you expect me to believe ?
Crap la , I won't believe please .
I know you're seeing this , stalker !
Last day of school today , bored .
Mr Cheng kept talking to me , cause he doesn't want me to sleep .
But obviously , he failed . Hah .
Ended school , took bus home .
Got locked outside , no keys ._.
WeiTing , HengLe and ShuHui came to look for me .
Accompained me to wait for my grandma to come back .
Finally got into my house after that , had brunch .
Then WeiTing help me to dye my hair . But unfortunately , the colour wasn't obvious . GREAT -__-
HengLe helped WeiTing to dye , and hers was super obvious .
Damn not fair can ! -.-
Whatever , I'm gonna redye it . I don't care ! ):<
Think I'm gonna reborn my fringe again soon , it's curling ! ROAR !&^%&#
Holidays are here , like finally can ?
I've been waiting for ages ~
And and and I want to ton ! Someone jio me out please !
I don't want to be stucked at home for one whole month , it will be so damn sucky uh ._.
Maybe going for Jubeat later , see first ba .
Bye .
You are not me , you'll never understand my life .
So stop acting like you really know me , I seriously hate it .
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May 26, 2010 11:27 PM
* Edited *
OMG . Jealous sial , Shin Ung is in korea now and he never jio me go . So bo xim one ):
Went to school just now , late ._.
Mr Lee came to talk to me , didn't know he got see my blog one lo . Shock sey O:
He told me some things , almost cried out . But luckily didn't :/
Took bus to the Army museum , the bus ride was like so long uh !
Listen to songs until I fell asleep x-x
Alighted , walked around the museum . Bored only can !
Went to Discovery centre after that . Slightly more fun but it was still so boring ._.
Took bus back after that , listen songs until I fell asleep .
Reached school alr then dismissed .
Met WeiTing at inter , went to T1 for lunch . Felt like vomiting after eating :/
Went back to school after that , watched ' Night at the museum ' in the library .
The show so cute and exciting can ! :B
Had PTM after that .
Omg uh , totally gone case one .
Mum kept badmouth me ):
She even exchanged numbers with cher , call them to stalk me .
Ohmy , so damn no freedom can ._.
I've seriously got nothing to say luh .
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12:46 AM
I can't sleep again . Ohmytiannnnnnn ~
I'm going insane soon , someone save me ! x-x
School is going to start in another few hours time .
Guess I'll be walking alone in the Army Museum later ..
Nvm , used to it anw . It's not the first time either (':
Gonna dye my hair later , I seriously hate my hair colour right now .
My brown is like fading alr uh , ugly ttm . GOSH ._.
Oh well , I'm ugly anw , face so cui . No one will care :/
I'm thinking about the PTM later on . It would be pretty scary I guess ;x
I'm amazed , I've not been eating anyt for one whole day ( actually since monday night )
Wasn't hungry , dk why too O:
And it seems like no matter what I drink , I'll be ending up with stomach ache T.T
Sucky can ! D:
Okay , I'm off to my show I guess .
Bye .
It was once your favourite song , but now it's mine too (:
I would really appreciate if you would just talk to me ._.
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May 25, 2010 6:44 PM
Tell me what am I suppose to do with all these love .
Hmmmm , due to yesterday's sleepless night . I almost overslept today ._.
Reached school just in time , school gate close . WOW -.-
Had workshop for the whole day , damn boring can .
And I broke down halfway again ):
Faye and khairuzzaman saw the cuts on my hand , they keep calling me not to be so emo :X
Anw , thanks Sebastian , Porkchop , WeiTing , Kiyomi , Chean , Shermin , Huiwen , Weixuan , Xuanxin , Ken , BoonHoe , Faye , Khairuzzaman and others if I forget you . Thanks for cheering me up yea ?
It may take some time to be back the hyper old me I guess .
Keep having stomach cramps these few days , very pain ):
Haiz , every part of me seems to be in pain . Especially my
heart .
Bus tour with WeiTing just now , tooked 969 all the way to woodlands .
Went to Causeway Point for a walk , then bus tour back again .
Bus-ed home after that .
Sian , WeiTing say she not going to the army museum tmr ! It's me alone again.. D:
Hmmm , I've made up my mind .
Maybe being good friends with you is not such a bad choice after all , though my heart still hurts .
But I guess I'll get over soon (':
Hope I can really do it ba .
Still , thanks for the best memories .
*Heart aches*
Bye ~
Jolin Tsai - 你還愛我嗎
夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想到你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福
你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕
听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
这是我唯一的牵挂
不管你会有什么回答
我会一直等你
你还爱我吗
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May 24, 2010 6:56 PM
Erm , yea . Back from mia .
Yesterday , went to Navy open house .
After that met up with Kiyomi , went down to her friend's chalet .
Played poker , drank Chivas + coke , I just gulp down the whole cup.
Almost vomited when walking halfway .
Sigh.. Many things happened , had breakdowns .
Crying like some retarded these few days...
Went to school today , broke down in the hall . Everyone saw it , felt so stupid .
On the way to Paya Lebar just now , broke down in the bus again .
I know I'm foolish .
I shouldn't have fall for you in the first place , everything was just a mistake .
You will never know how hard it is to treat you as a friend .
Every cut on my hand just reminds me about you , I feel so helpless .
There's no one to pull me up .
Someone tell me what to do please , I really cannot take it any longer .
Though I'm smiling like any other days . But deep down , it's killing me .
Why can't those flashbacks just leave me alone ?
Why does everything seems like it's connected to you ?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
I seriously can't accept this goodbye , it came too quickly .
Promised everyone that I'll forget you , but I just can't seem to do it .
I really can't do it , it's seriously hurting me ...
Come back to me , will you ? :/
; ❤
May 23, 2010 12:47 AM
Sigh , why can't you guys just let me off ?
I'm really really tired already ...
I just need to break down and breathe )';
Yea , I was the only one who fell in love , there never really was the two of us .....
21st/19th , thanks for the memories .
Though you really broke my heart . But still , I really loved you alotalot .
I know , it's really gone this time . There's no longer a patch for us anymore .
I still remember those things you said to me , it was just like yesterday .
But now , everything is gone . Really gone ..
Although I still can't accept the fact , but I know I have no choice .
You told me you want to be good friends with me , I hope I can do it :/
You said that you want me to change . I promise you , I'll change .
I know I was a bad girlf in the past , I apologise .
I gave you attitude , I'm sorry . I really regretted .
Thanks and goodbye , you were really a very good boyf (':
Bye .
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May 20, 2010 10:35 PM
Yea , continue comparing la .
I know I'm lousy la , so ?
They express , I NA . Got problem ?
They guaikia , I paikia , I pon school , I fail my exams , I steal things . Then ?
Seriously , what more your want to say ? Continue la , I won't bloody hell give a damn .
Fuck la hor , all same pattern one . Knn -'-
Family , friends ? All crap -.-
Say want to be there for me , in the end ? All ignoring me .
Fine la . I'm seriously too tired to care about anything already .
Fuck this world .
I'm vanishing , goodbye .
I'm slitting again . Happy ?
At least the pain tells me that I'm still alive .
I won't trust anyone from now on .
-MIA-
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May 19, 2010 12:58 AM
Kinda miss my old hairstyle ..
Woke up late today , so cabbed to school .
Got back most of my results . I've flunked it , totally -'-
Went to KFC for lunch with WeiTing after school , had shrooms burger .
Then went to T1 walkwalk ,
went to MoreThanWords , kup sweets .
Went to Chameleon after that , kup rubberband .
Then went to SASA , kup eye shimmer , heh .
Headed to TM to see my mum's present , but I got no money ._.
Walked into MiniToons , wanted to kup the eeyore .
But I think someone saw , so didn't take it :X
Walked around then went home .
Dk whether if I should go to school tmr , not really in the mood either .
How I wish you would know how I feel right now. ):
Haiz , maybe you wouldn't even care ?
Nvm , I don't have the energy to think so much alr . I'm seriously tired .
Believe you again once more ? I seriously dk .
You said you were sorry for ignoring me all that .
You told me that you miss everything that we've had in the past .
You told me to give you another chance .
To say the truth , I miss everything too .
During the call , you told me you know why I asked for the break the other time , you apologised .
Since that time , my heart already melted .
You asked for the patch , but I used silence to escape that question .
It is not because I don't want .
It's because I scared that history will repeat itself again .
I seriously don't want to get hurt once more .
Sigh , tell me what to do :/
Xavier Liew , Imissyoualotalotalot ...
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May 18, 2010 10:56 PM
Hey ! A quick post and I'm gonna off my com alr .
There's school tmr , oh fuck -__-!
Met LitChee and Lavendar darlings at inter at 12 , sorry I was late :X
Bought coke from MAC to drink then went to CS walkwalk .
Mrt-ed down to Bugis , SHOPPING ! ^^v
Bought 2 tops from there , actually wanted to buy shorts and leggings .
But I ran out of money , fuck shit -____-
Went to Iluma , jubeat all the way ~ Hehe :P
Went t back to shop after that .
Sms-ed porkchop , ask him want come down or not . He say paiseh , then jiu sua lo .
After that I say go arcade , then he say he want to go . Too bad uh , we left Bugis alr . Hoho :P
Came back Tampines , continued shopping .
Went to CS for dinner , parted with LitChee and Laven darlings .
Met Kiyomi baby ! <:
Jubeat one round with her , play local . Hehe :D
Walked around , see shirts (:
After that bus-ed 28 home .
Okay , I'm going to off alr . My eyes are fucking pain due to the lens D: !
Buai ~
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May 17, 2010 2:30 AM
懷念竟比失去還要更難受 )':
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2.30 in the morning :/ Been sleeping
late these few days x-x
Went to Causeway Point yesterday , arcade all the way .
Sadly , Timezone has no JUBEAT ! Argh , why timezone don't have one ?! :@
Sit around arcade look at people play , didn't really have the mood to play either ...
Went to have dinner at the foodcourt at 8 , then went back after eating .
Going to meet HengLe and Melody at inter later <:
Passing her money to buy earpiece :D
Dunno going where afterwards , see if anyone jio-ing me out or not ba (:
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To WeiTing : Aunty uh , get well soon ley ! I still want to go out with you de hor <:
*Edited*
Came not back not long ago .
Went to meet up with Hengle , Melody and Jingyi at 11 am .
Miss Lim was late lo , still call me to be punctual . Hah !
Went to do bank transfer , waited freaking long uh ._.
Do finish , splitted with them . Went to Cs jubeat :D
Met mummy after that , went Popeye for lunch (:
Walked around awhile , then splitted with mum .
Went back arcade , continue jubeat .
After awhile Kiyomi baby and BabyEn came C:
Went walking around , then met Kiyomi's friend .
Bused down to Hougang , but her friend alighted at Sengkang .
Sitted all the way to Hougang inter , alighted .
Find people help buy things . Then went over to Hougang Mall .
Walked around , kup handphone strip . Heh <:
After that went to meet another of kiyomi's friend .
Then went to slack , we go deesiao one small indian boy .
Funny ttm uh ! We all keep laughing like hell can !
Left there , took 27 home .
Alighted oppo library , splitted with them . Took 28 home .
Meeting Lavendar and LitChee darlings tmr !
Going down to Bugis , shopping time ! <3
Heh , off to my shows. Buai ^.^
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May 15, 2010 3:06 AM
Heyyyyy <:
Tonning at home again . LOL .
Decided not to sleep cause ... I have to wake up at 7 tmr ):
Mum say want to visit ahgong early in the morning , ohmy ._.
Audi-ed with ~ H-Ending ~ FAM just now <:
Damn weird uh , Sebastian keep call me to talk cause he say I very diam :X
Then after he say that then everbody start saying hello to me .
I chuatio uh , laugh till peng .
Super full now , just had my supper :D
I'm super duper ultra mega bored now ):
Nobody's free to entertain me , all go sleep alr . Saddieme! T.T
Hmmm , should I go to sleep ? Still considering , heh :B
Still waiting for someone's sms lo , yesterday say will sms me today one .
Waited and waited but still not a single msg from him .
Oh well , he probably forgot about it :/
I'm off to my psp , heh .
Byeeee ~
How to patch back when I don't even feel that you are sincere . I'm seriously doubting everything .
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May 14, 2010 4:37 AM
Hmm yea , it's like 4.30 am in the morning and I'm still awake . GREAT ._.
Exams are finally over uh , like finally can ?
It's hard to endure to not go out lo . Heh :B
Yesterday , WeiTing came to my house :D
She used the lappy while I used the com , and we were like communicating thru msn . LOL .
Audi-ed awhile , did license .
One time jiu pass le , first time sial . Finally level 27 ! ^^v
After that we like slacked awhile and she left around 5plus .
Bathed . Then met Sebastian at CS arcade , jubeat with him <:
Wahlao , I feel so noob luh . I lose to him until very jialat lo ):
Then went out to see him smoke , then go back arcade again .
And hor , stop saying me ahlian lo . I'm not okay ! >:
Saw Kengkiat there too , heh ^.^
Then mum suddenly pop out in the arcade , I chuatio sial . LOL .
Went to Popeye after that , bought dinner back home .
Talked on the phone with Xavier just now , he told me some things O:
Hmmm , let me think about it can ? :X
I wanna watch my shows alr . Buai :D
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May 13, 2010 12:24 AM
MUHAHAHAHAH , TECHNO ! \m/
Tmr last day then jiu exams over already ! (Y)
So damn looking forward uh .
Bye to stress and hello to jubeat and holidays ♥ !
Kinda shag these few days ):
Sorry if I gave any of you attitude , you know I didn't mean it yea ?
Ohyea , and thanks Sebastian kor (:
Thanks for pei-ing me to talk on the phone , listening to all the craps that I was saying .
And hor , stop deesiao me hor
You and your friend hor , OMG luh .
In the middle of night still there sing song then play those baibai songs .
Make me laugh until cannot sleep ! %*$*%#@
Well , but what you said was right .
You are the best brother ever laaaaaaa. Happy ? Can alr hor ? LOL .
Wah , coming 12.30 alr x-x
I'm off to sleep alr , buai ♥
Sad . Tired . Crying . Speechless . Given up . Broken heart .
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May 11, 2010 10:19 PM
Hey <:
Yesterday , went to school . Had exam , screwed it ._.
Ended around 12+
Went to T1 walk walk , Saw LitChee and Lavendar darlings ! <3
Walked around with them :D
Went to SaSa , bought a lipbalm (:
Home-d around 4 .
Today ,
Overslept , cabbed to school .
Had Hist , screwed it too , ended at 9.30 .
Went to Mac to have breakfast with WeiTing (L) !
Then Wangzhen , YewJin and Joshua came , then cause Joshua no place to seat .
So he left , LOL .
Then they keep disturbing , cannot anxin eat one lo D:
After that they went to X-craft , me and WeiTing headed to T1 .
Shopped around , went to Watson's to see hairdye ! <:
Gonna buy next week I think , I dye for WeiTing , then WeiTing dye for me . LOL .
Met up with LitChee and Lavendar darlings after that .
4 of us went walking around .
After that headed to Manpuku , had ice cream , mushroom soup and gyoza there :D
Chitchat all that , left around 1plus .
Bused home , reached home around 1.30 .
Slept awhile , then used com all the way <:
Heh , physics and maths tmr . Guess I'm gonna screw it too x-x
Wish me luck aye !
Byeee (:
We are just two different person , I'm sorry .
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May 08, 2010 10:31 PM
Being grounded -__-
Phone also kena . My freedom , totally gone .
Com also gone , I won't be updating so often .
Bye.
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9:00 AM
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May 07, 2010 2:29 PM
Just a quick post and I'm going out soon <:
Yesterday : Went to see present with Ting , after that went to meet XiaoJie :D
Went down to Simei find Kiyomi baby to slack (:
Saw Lit's kor kor there O:
Went to EastPoint walk walk , then ate at KFC.
Kiyomi baby treated shroom burger , thanks aye ! ^^
After that went into arcade .
But was chased out after awhile cause I was wearing uniform ):
Went walking around after that .
Splitted with Lit's kor kor and Kiyomi baby after that .
Took MRT back to Tamp with XiaoJie <:
Then went home after that .
Meeting XiaoJie soon , going to slack again .
Going to Elias meet Freda SweetHeart too , passing her clothes to her (:
Update more later , byee ! :D
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May 05, 2010 10:27 AM
Heh , meet all of them last few days ^^
Sunday : Met Kiyomi sweetie , Freda sweetheart and another guy at downtown with kaching .
Bused down to Elias , slacked till 10 plus go home .
Freda sweetheart came to stayover :D
Monday : WeiTing sister came my house :B
Bused down to Elias , went to Mac study awhile .
Then went to lan slack , use com awhile , left around 8+
Had dinner with WeiTing sister then went home .
Yesterday : School-ed , bused home with JiaYing .
Homed , bath then change .
After that went down to Elias slack with Kiyomi sweetie , Freda sweetheart and Xiao Jie :D
Homed around 10 , chatted on the phone with Sebastian bro . He keep suan me one lo >:
Kay uh , I'm gonna change then go school alr . Later meeting them again ! ^^v
Byeee <:
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May 03, 2010 9:44 PM
Hey , I'm back aye !
But I'm lazy to post now , update tmr instead :P
Meeting Freda sweetheart and Kiyomi sweetie tmr ! Happy ttm <:
Heh , byeeee :D